最近我甚少听中文歌了,总觉得中文歌好像没以前那么好听了...
今天心血来潮, 打开我的中文歌收藏, 听听一些喜欢的歌...
看到阿桑的<寂寞在唱歌>, 突然想听听。
从来就不是她的歌迷, 偶尔有听听但说不上喜欢。
但现在听这首歌却有不同的感觉...
尤其是那一段副歌，
'你听寂寞在唱歌
轻轻的狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍
让人忍不住泪流成河'
什么是寂寞? 怎么样才是寂寞？
她的离世让这首歌显得更寂寞，
听着她的歌声，诉说着寂寞的残忍，人生的苦短，
如果在夜深人静时听这首歌，说不定我也会‘忍不住泪流成河’。
有时会觉得寂寞，
特别是当家人或圣媚不在身边。
我觉得自己朋友不多，
称得上好朋友的更是少之又少。
就算是好友，我也鲜少和他们说心事。
如果不是有个贴心的女友，
说不定我已患上忧郁症哈...
我有时会想，
人生无常，要是有一天那么不幸，
我先行一步， 会有多少人来见我最后一面呢?
谁会来送我呢？
到时候，我会不会看见来送我的人呢？
不过那个时候，我希望一切从简。
我最讨厌那些所谓的法事，
装神弄鬼， 故作玄虚， 污染环境之余还大赚死人钱，
人都不在了，还搞那么多花样干什么...
人生不过七八载， 活得久固然好，
但活得有意义最重要。
一生的精彩还不够吗？离开身体这个臭皮囊何尝不是一种解脱？
就让尘归尘，土归土吧，以最原始的方法离开。
阿桑是带着怎样的心情离开呢 ？
她还那么年轻，应该还有不少遗憾吧？
她唱的，总是那么沧桑的歌，连艺名都是一个桑字，
听着她的歌声，让人唏嘘...
天黑了
孤独又慢慢割着
有人的心又开始疼了
爱很远了很久没再见了
就这样竟然也能活着
你听寂寞在唱歌
轻轻的狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍
让人忍不住泪流成河
谁说的
人非要快乐不可
好像快乐由得人选择
找不到的那个人来不来
我会是谁的谁是我的
你听寂寞在唱歌
轻轻的狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍
让人忍不住泪流成河
你听寂寞在唱歌
温柔的疯狂的
悲伤越来越深刻
怎样才能够让它停呢
你听寂寞在唱歌
轻轻的狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍
让人忍不住泪流成河
你听寂寞在唱歌
温柔的疯狂的
悲伤越来越深刻
怎样才能够让它停呢
你听寂寞在唱歌
轻轻的狠狠的
歌声是这么残忍
让人忍不住泪流成河
你听寂寞在唱歌
温柔的疯狂的
悲伤越来越深刻
谁能帮个忙让它停呢
呵～
天黑了
像不会再天亮了
明不明天也无所谓了
就静静的看青春难依难舍
泪还是热的泪痕冷了
哼～
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Just the way you are
You know what song always poped in my mind when i think of you dear?
Just the way you are by Bruno Mars.
Although it's not a special song for us or the favourite song of yours or mine, but the lyrics are exactly the things i would tell you. Yes exactly! I'm perfectly happy with who you are n there is no need to change anything.
Tomorrow would be our 4th anniversary and I would like to wish you, Happy Anniversary and Happy Chap Goh Mei hehe....
Juz wanna say, i'm glad that v r still together n i hope this relationship will last as long as possible... Love you dear, love the way you are :)
Oh her eyes her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know I know
When I compliment her
She won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I'll say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Yeah her lips her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh her laugh
She hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday
Oh you know you know you know
I never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I'll say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Just the way you are by Bruno Mars.
Just the way you are by Bruno Mars.
Although it's not a special song for us or the favourite song of yours or mine, but the lyrics are exactly the things i would tell you. Yes exactly! I'm perfectly happy with who you are n there is no need to change anything.
Tomorrow would be our 4th anniversary and I would like to wish you, Happy Anniversary and Happy Chap Goh Mei hehe....
Juz wanna say, i'm glad that v r still together n i hope this relationship will last as long as possible... Love you dear, love the way you are :)
Oh her eyes her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know I know
When I compliment her
She won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I'll say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Yeah her lips her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh her laugh
She hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday
Oh you know you know you know
I never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I'll say
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are
Just the way you are by Bruno Mars.
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Appreciation
When u r working in a field where u c ppl in their most vulnerable or misfortune side, u learn to appreciate more...
Although i'm not a doctor, i still c many saddening things in the hospital..... Those who are poor, uncared, chronically ill, mentally disordered, born with defects n so on....
Once i saw a father with his mentally retarded son... I wondered, how would i cope with such great obstacle to raise a child who might not b able to speak a proper sentence or change his own shirt? Every parents would hope that their child will someday bcome some1 successful n respectable, living healthily n have a happy family. But what future can 1 expect from an angel with a broken wing? I'm not discriminating or trying to be disrespectful to the unfortunate ones, it's juz tht when i imagine myself at the father's place, i knew from the very beginning that my life is never goin to be the same as b4... My child will not b a doctor or lawyer 1 day, i don even know if he could ever work... I dono if i could bear the burden to take care of him till the day 1 die, n when i died, who is going to take care of him? I possibly need to take alot of extra time n effort to teach him to do a simple thing, n i hv to clean up the mess that he caused everyday if he is one naughty child... Take him to c doctors every now n then, get stared everywhere i go bcoz i hv a special child....
The parents of these special children r really really ppl we should respect... i'm sure they would have had some of the problems tht i mentioned above while taking care of the special ones, but the unconditional love from parents can sometimes b greater than anything in the world... The selflessness n sacrifice they made is unimaginable sometimes.
I know my parents love me very much, n i'm thankful tht they brought me to this world healthily, gave me the best tht they could give, taught me well to be a useful man, n moulded me into who i am today. Although i am not perfect, but i'm not ashamed to say that i'm a useful person to the society n i'm now working to serve the people.
Although i'm not a doctor, i still c many saddening things in the hospital..... Those who are poor, uncared, chronically ill, mentally disordered, born with defects n so on....
Once i saw a father with his mentally retarded son... I wondered, how would i cope with such great obstacle to raise a child who might not b able to speak a proper sentence or change his own shirt? Every parents would hope that their child will someday bcome some1 successful n respectable, living healthily n have a happy family. But what future can 1 expect from an angel with a broken wing? I'm not discriminating or trying to be disrespectful to the unfortunate ones, it's juz tht when i imagine myself at the father's place, i knew from the very beginning that my life is never goin to be the same as b4... My child will not b a doctor or lawyer 1 day, i don even know if he could ever work... I dono if i could bear the burden to take care of him till the day 1 die, n when i died, who is going to take care of him? I possibly need to take alot of extra time n effort to teach him to do a simple thing, n i hv to clean up the mess that he caused everyday if he is one naughty child... Take him to c doctors every now n then, get stared everywhere i go bcoz i hv a special child....
The parents of these special children r really really ppl we should respect... i'm sure they would have had some of the problems tht i mentioned above while taking care of the special ones, but the unconditional love from parents can sometimes b greater than anything in the world... The selflessness n sacrifice they made is unimaginable sometimes.
I know my parents love me very much, n i'm thankful tht they brought me to this world healthily, gave me the best tht they could give, taught me well to be a useful man, n moulded me into who i am today. Although i am not perfect, but i'm not ashamed to say that i'm a useful person to the society n i'm now working to serve the people.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Euro Trip with my dear (Day 8)
DAY 8
We arrived late at the hostel (Astor Victoria again) n we had to 'sneak in' to our dorm quietly n brush up quickly to get some good rest....
We started our day early.. after a quick breakfast, we took some photos as we walked to the tube station.
This is Sin May with the London black cabs... She finds them really classic..
We did not have much time, so our trip today would be time limited...
Our first stop was the famous Tower Bridge (often mistaken as the London Bridge) although technically it is situated in London so it is one of the London's bridge hehe.... N along tht part of the River Thames, the Tower of London is just nearby... The Tower of London was a fortress n more infamously as a prison for high profile prisoners like opposing politicians, rebel leaders, royalties etc... Executions were also carried out here...
Visiting the Tower of London was not in my initial plan, but Sin May said she had not visited a REAL CASTLE in Europe so far, so, y not? I have not been to the tower myself....
So queued for quite some time to get the tickets n off we go!
We watched some demonstration on the use of crossbow n heard story bout how they executed William Wallace aka Braveheart. Kinda long winding, n the heat was grilling hot, so we continued with our journey into the Tower.
This is Sin May in yet another wall posting photo in Europe hehe...
This water gate, is called the Traitor's Gate... Woooo...
This is even better. The BLOODY TOWER. wooo.... creepy huh? Stories were told that 2 Princes that were kept prisoners in this tower were murdered by their uncle in this tower as they disappeard suddenly and mysteriously but their bodies were never found.
They have free guided tour, but they were too long winding honestly n it's not easy to catch their British jokes lol... So we juz walked around on our own.
Some of the buildings in this fortress were still the properties of Her Majesty the Queen, so there is a royal guard guarding the place 24/7.
Some graffiti left by the prisoners of the Tower in Beauchamp Tower. Nice pieces of art, n u noe wat ppl would do when they are bored....
We then continued with the exhibition 'Fit for a King', a display of armours and a collection of some royal treasures...
Henry VIII's armour... Catered for his big belly :)
One pound (currency) used to be the weight of one pound of metal (silver i guess)!
Sin May with a mini teddy...
Sin May with a giant teddy.. We were annoyed by a few kids who posted very long with the teddy to get a 'perfect' shot... Sissies....
Yes another wall shot featuring Sin May :)
We had a nice n cheap fish n chips take away as lunch near the Tower of London...
The British Museum was our next destination (n sadly, our last in Europe)...
Sin May looked stunningly similar to the statues....
Hehe, I like this one....
Sin May with another dumb dumb... (previous 1 in the Louvre, Paris)..
After a short stay in the British Museum, we went to hunt for some souvenirs nearby.... After buying souvenirs, we took the tube and headed to Heathrow Airport....
It was hard to say goodbye again, although i knew i would c her again in a month or two.... I held my tears as she proceed to the departure gate.... This is the last picture we took b4 saying goodbye....
It was a good trip, too short though... Wish we had longer time to go around, more places, more details.... But hey, we r still together, n we will have chance to go for a European vacation again, sometime soon.... That time would b longer n more relaxing....
We arrived late at the hostel (Astor Victoria again) n we had to 'sneak in' to our dorm quietly n brush up quickly to get some good rest....
We started our day early.. after a quick breakfast, we took some photos as we walked to the tube station.
This is Sin May with the London black cabs... She finds them really classic..
We did not have much time, so our trip today would be time limited...
Our first stop was the famous Tower Bridge (often mistaken as the London Bridge) although technically it is situated in London so it is one of the London's bridge hehe.... N along tht part of the River Thames, the Tower of London is just nearby... The Tower of London was a fortress n more infamously as a prison for high profile prisoners like opposing politicians, rebel leaders, royalties etc... Executions were also carried out here...
Visiting the Tower of London was not in my initial plan, but Sin May said she had not visited a REAL CASTLE in Europe so far, so, y not? I have not been to the tower myself....So queued for quite some time to get the tickets n off we go!
We watched some demonstration on the use of crossbow n heard story bout how they executed William Wallace aka Braveheart. Kinda long winding, n the heat was grilling hot, so we continued with our journey into the Tower.
This is Sin May in yet another wall posting photo in Europe hehe...
This water gate, is called the Traitor's Gate... Woooo...
This is even better. The BLOODY TOWER. wooo.... creepy huh? Stories were told that 2 Princes that were kept prisoners in this tower were murdered by their uncle in this tower as they disappeard suddenly and mysteriously but their bodies were never found.
They have free guided tour, but they were too long winding honestly n it's not easy to catch their British jokes lol... So we juz walked around on our own.
Some of the buildings in this fortress were still the properties of Her Majesty the Queen, so there is a royal guard guarding the place 24/7.
Some graffiti left by the prisoners of the Tower in Beauchamp Tower. Nice pieces of art, n u noe wat ppl would do when they are bored....
We then continued with the exhibition 'Fit for a King', a display of armours and a collection of some royal treasures...
Henry VIII's armour... Catered for his big belly :)
One pound (currency) used to be the weight of one pound of metal (silver i guess)!
Sin May with a mini teddy...
Sin May with a giant teddy.. We were annoyed by a few kids who posted very long with the teddy to get a 'perfect' shot... Sissies....
Yes another wall shot featuring Sin May :)
We had a nice n cheap fish n chips take away as lunch near the Tower of London...
The British Museum was our next destination (n sadly, our last in Europe)...
Sin May looked stunningly similar to the statues....
Hehe, I like this one....
Sin May with another dumb dumb... (previous 1 in the Louvre, Paris)..
After a short stay in the British Museum, we went to hunt for some souvenirs nearby.... After buying souvenirs, we took the tube and headed to Heathrow Airport....It was hard to say goodbye again, although i knew i would c her again in a month or two.... I held my tears as she proceed to the departure gate.... This is the last picture we took b4 saying goodbye....
It was a good trip, too short though... Wish we had longer time to go around, more places, more details.... But hey, we r still together, n we will have chance to go for a European vacation again, sometime soon.... That time would b longer n more relaxing....
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