To my dear

The moment u left, i tried to hold my tears...
It was juz too hard to c u leave, n we can only meet ag after a month...
I know i have not given u a perfect holiday, there were issues here and there all the way,
not an ideal holiday i know.
but i'm really happy that u came and i really had a wonderful time with u.

Now i felt all alone ag.
I know i have disappointed alot of ppl,
n now i hv to pay for the consequences of failure.
it never should hv ended this way,
but not everything ends with a happy ending.
Now i understand.

Although it's not the end of the day,
n i tried to be positive always,
still i feel bad sometimes.

The hardest thing is to keep u waiting for longer...
i know u hv suffered,
and i'm very sorry that i couldn't b at ur side sooner,
but i'll b bck very soon to your side,
n hopefully, no more long distance waiting...

Glad that u were here dear, eventhough only for a short week
I'll miss u dearly, and i'll b bck as soon as i can
i promise...

Shitty things

Sometimes, shit happens...
When it did happens, the most important thing is to keep an optimistic view...
Well it may be shitty today, but tml will b better.
Definitely.

That is what i tell myself when shitty things happened.
It feels bad at some moments, but you'll get through it somehow, and it doesn't seem that shitty after all...

Things can't go according to your way every time,
you know, things get out of control sometimes, and u can't possibly control everything in everywhere.

So be positive! everything will go into place eventually